Origin: Line from William Shakespeare's play, "Hamlet".
Meaning: Is it better to live or to die?
Meaning: Is it better to live or to die?
Yes, after completing 24 years of this lifetime, I get this question on my mind very frequently....Is it necessary to live further or to die?? Leave me alone for 10 minutes, the 11th minute...this question pops up in my thoughts !!
August 9, 2006 is the day I landed in US...I was completely scared, fearful and afraid thinking of how my life could be here.
August 9, 2007 is when I started loving to be here in US...I was completely bold, fearless and confident dreaming of my life in the near future.
August 9, 2008 is when I got a break from my studies. As a matter of fact that's the end of my 20 years of student life but later I realized learning will never end!! I started searching for my first job with lots of enthusiasm, passion and zeal.
August 9, 2009 is when I realized my life is in auto-pilot mode and I can't seem to get control over it again !
I'm so helpless, speechless and hopeless.
I've been so patient with my job search and all my priorities changed along with time.
I feel like I'm dying from inside..I don't really feel alive anymore...!!
I'm so lost and just don't know what to do..I think I'm going crazy...
I never ever imagined that my life after graduation would be so pathetic..!! I don't even have a specific visa status in this "Land of Great Opportunities". All my dreams are on fire....!!
But I still find a ray of hope when I talk with my friends and family....their words mean so much to me...I definitely thank god for at least giving such best people in my life.
And the question on my mind remains still unanswered.... To be or not to be?????
Let's see what my final destination is...!!
6 comments:
Once luk at ur first post n ur latest post.U'll know how much you changed and what are u missing in life??[:P]
Em miss avuthunna???
Divya .... ufff .. First of all .. a very heavy post .. thanks for ur invitation.. learnt many things abt you.. :)
Aa Ashwin evaro kane .. Bommarillu dialogue baga kottadu ;).
I am very bad at writing ,, but when I see your posts, I feel you can go ahead and write nice literature. Idhi edho option laga kadhu ,, timepass laga untadhi ani chepthunna ,, yet to go thru other posts ..
Coming to the content of this post. I still remember the TCS interview day in our college.. i felt if the same girl is writing this particular post. Antha seriousness... cool down maam.
inka dialogs kodithe OA laa untadhi .. but i like the way you ve presented thoughts in the posts I ve read till now. may be I should start reading others blogs as well( to assess your posts well ;) ). urs is the first one I'm reading ..nenu rasthe ela untadha ani thinking .. but manaku English radu kadha .. :D ...
aa anglame vasthe ee patki MBA chesthu undevadini .. ayina enduku le .. things are not fine now.
Aaj keliye ithna hi ;) .. over n out!
haha...appudu TCS kakapothe MS in US plan vundhi...ippudu em ledhu kadaa anduke antha heavy ga vachindile outcome !!
aina nuvvu comments ye intha baariga isthe..then definitely u can pen down ur thoughts very easily !!
very interestin post Divya gadu...
I thot i was da only one wid dez thoughts .. nd nw i c i got company :D ... ive been ponderin over dis question 4 almost an year wid no answer yet :( ...
neekemina chepthe .. naku kuda seppava !!!
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